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Sunday, April 09, 2006 @11:35 PM

how many understand whats de meaning of true love?

even i myself also can't say that i know. is there any in de first place?

true love is never meant to be? thats what i always read/hear.

but all i know is loving someone makes u wanna do something for him.. sacrifice anything for him.. you pray for his safety when he's away.. you're happy when he's happy, it pains you when you see him sad.. you think of him every moment.. you mention to every of yr friends bout him.. you feel proud in everything he does.. you smile when you see his photo... you'll keep all his msgs.. you rem each and every word he says.. you don't lie to him, not even a single lie.. he's de one and only one who'll be able to cheer you up when you're down (even yr bestest friends can't do that, no matter how hard they try)... you don't get angry at all no matter what he does.. you'll only get upset and disappointed.. you're sensitive to what he says.. and lastly, even to de extend that you're happy for him when he likes another ger.. as long as he's happy.. you'll be happy.

no matter how many negative comments yr friends give bout him, you'll still think that he's good, in your eyes. you know very well how he's like, you tell yourself its not right. you tell yourself to forget. you did it, but everytime he comes.. all de negative thoughts you had in yr mind just disappear. your friends tell you he comes to you when he needs help.. when he feels like it. he disappears when he has enough of you. in your heart, maybe you agree with them. but a part of you still think he's not that bad after all. maybe his sweetness melts yr heart when you see him. too many a times, he stood you up. until you become numb.. and you learnt how to handle it better when he leaves again.

is this ger silly? in uglier words, stupid? foolish? has anyone felt this way before?

? every page of my imagination

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