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Monday, September 25, 2006 @12:31 AM

Under my block....

i saw a disgusting middle age man putting his hand under his pants scratching his dick. He didn't stop though he saw me walking in de opp direction! i think he's too shock to see me or what so he continued scratching and think its perfectly fine. maybe. well, i choose to think this way. I wanted to open de letter box but nah! how gross can he be. i was so afraid that he knows which floor i live. omg.

well, just got back home not long.. went to town w azrin and xw. We caught a movie, Imagine Me and You. Alright show.. its a lesbian show.

i'm super tired. i'm glad. i'm surprised that someone's willing to do me a favour. thanks so much...

i need to spare a day for me to do some stuffs now. well, i'm so busy!

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Sunday, September 24, 2006 @4:58 PM

i'm having a serious headache.

why did i waste my brain cells thinking of what to get, what to do yester when i cld just happily shop with nes for our own stuffs...

......when all i got was some disgusting comments.

i tell myself de last time...

its time to reflect what i really really want.

town-ing with xiaowei n azrin later. can't wait. so now should i get things done? or maybe, just azrin doing her shopping later...

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Saturday, September 23, 2006 @12:12 AM

mental block! DIE!!!!

test starting in less than 9 hrs time.

i thought coffee helps people to stay awake? i dont like coffee. but i tried.. 2 cups somemore! but it doesn't seem to work on me leh..

i told joan i no needa slp le.. how to finish so many chapters!?! plus i nv even listen to his lectures/tuts.. nv do his tuts... blah blah. she said i'm like studying for exam though its just 15%. haha.. but i think i'm gonna slp later.. cos i have this feeling even if i stay up late /slp later.. i still won't know how to do. haha! i'm like prepared to write all de eqns just to gain pts la! sound so like ICBE in poly where Lisa Cheong always say don't know how to do also gotta write eqns and pts will be given..

yes, thats what CK chong said too. so... tmr i'll be scribbling eqns!

i went to dig my TPFF notes earlier. ahhhh, when i read that.. its like super chicken feet compared to now. the notes are just so clear and not long winded. at least it helps me recap the basics that we need to know for bernoulli etc. and... i saw WONG LEE SIONG's contact. HAHA. if i am free, i'm gonna consult him.. he's gonna get pestered by me. lolx.. but again, i don't think i'm sooooo free.. so.. hmm.

i've decided to shift to livejournal because some of the people whom i know use that.. no one use multiply though i think its better. i don't know when will i shift to lj.. cos i'm so busy now. the thought of what template to use everything.. aiya, so troublesome. if only someone can help me with that.

k gonna read tuts now

wish me luck for tmr's test.

and i can go shopping after that!!! i need to get some things done. CAN'T WAIT!

good niteeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Friday, September 22, 2006 @11:01 AM

just wanna say, i'm so touched........ by joan!!

its just a small lil thing yet it can make me feel so happy.

was studying w her yest when i came across sth i had doubts with.. so i asked her. but she has forgotten bout de concept too.

and guess what!??

i saw one msg received just now and it was from her! she told me bout de qn i asked her yest! omg. she went to ask her friend bout that qn i asked her!

isn't she lovely??

SAY YES!!! :) :) :)

i love my sec sch friends to de core. *muacks muacks muacks! :)

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@2:56 AM

look at de time. why am i still not in bed? *frowns

gimme a break.

i'm going bonkers.

fluids sucks.

i'm beginning to dread sch [again]

this coming sat, fluid test. there's so many chapters. *cross fingers*

ok, back to notes.

:(

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Sunday, September 17, 2006 @6:51 PM

First, Happy 21st N.Ying..

i'm thinking of shifting my blog.. blogger is quite troublesome when it comes to uploading photos. its either i choose live journal or multiply. hmm.. but i hate de idea of having so many blogs. so i needa decide carefully and just stick with the one i'm gonna choose.

Alright, i'm so gonna die. nothing's done this weekend. Been so busy with birthdays. and i'm like so tired today.

attended ying's birthday party yesterday
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Let the pics do de talking..

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acting stupid in de cab..

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lame huoy took this..

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me, huoy.. i call her miss samsoon =x

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the couple, nes n chris

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me n future teacher wanna be

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huoy n joan

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again...

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blurred pic. me w qinwei

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us eating de ice cream cake..

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mabel n xw.. they took this countless timessssss

if you realised, there isn't any pics taken with de birthday ger above. she's busy entertaining de guests.. and finally,

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de kranjians... yes, she's here.. de one in de middle.. miss chay nanying.

Qi Jian's 21st.. the celebration earlier on fri @ Morton's

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the menu.. look at de price...

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that steak that costs 70+ bucks

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his more ex..

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that hot choc thingy. i didn't finish. too full. what a waste..

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the hot choc in de centre...

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the couple, huizi n qijian

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them..

after a wkend of fun and good food, its time to get back to notes.

i need to do my assignment. *frowns

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Saturday, September 16, 2006 @1:39 AM

to start off this entry,

Happy 21st Qijian~ (though he won't read this. haha!)

but i think i should say this and a big thank you to him.

welllllllll...... he gave us a treat at the Oriental Hotel..@ Morton's. excellent service. of cos, its ex.. de total bill was like 700+++. a few more dollars to 800 bucks for 6 people. de most expensive dinner i've ever eaten. just that small steak i had costs 70+bucks. goodness. and all you see are those ang moh's wearing those big coats around u. i guess it doesn't lose to lawrys though i haven't been there b4. a very nice experience la. all thanks to him :)

yeah, i did take some photos of cos.. but lazy to upload. and de pics didn't turn out nice cos i was using my hp. well, de rest of de photos are w lawrence.

ok, my wkend is burnt. didn't do much constructive work so far. i'm dead. another 21st party tmr. nying's. n b4 that, i gotta acc dearest azrin to do her hair + make up cos she's going for de comissioning ball!!! a fairy tale that came true... hope she'll enjoy herself tmr later!

ok, i think i'm gonna slp. super tired!

good night

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Sunday, September 10, 2006 @3:01 AM

lab report done. as promised, i've completed my full lab report last night! or should i say i finished my lab report only in de morning at 7. let me tell you, de feeling is just so great. as if i've accomplished something BIG. one big burden off my shoulder. i told myself to just hang on else i wont be able to enjoy myself just now.

well, its king's bday.. went swissotel. international buffet or sth like that. woots! his mum gave him one super gold (very shan shan fa liang) necklace w a key pendant. yeah, 21.. v traditional kind. his mum looks super ci2 xiang2. haha! you know, felt so honoured that we poly friends are invited! i thought it was just a meal or sth with poly friends. end up i think his family + relatives were there too. omg. he (or maybe his parents) must have spent alot!

Happy 21st King! :)

after buffet, i left with jmei and lyn and headed down to PS to meet alvin for movie. actually wanted to tag along and sing. but someone damn fucking attitude, spoil de mood. bth. so didn't wanna go. terrible. makes me feel like giving one tight slap. *PIAK!*

supposed to watch some singapore movie but there's no more timeslot for that. end up that person told us there's this duno what jap movie. ok, took it since its de earliest time slot.. then we chit chat for a while.. suddenly thought of going mind cafe. but we bought de tixs already. sighs.. so jmei n lyn went home. boring show.. i was stoning there... end up i dozed off! then alvin sent me home despite him being sooooooooooooo freaking tired too.

ok, didnt study today. die. test on mon. i better slp now so that i'll have de energy to study tmr.

good night

wish me luck for mon's test

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Friday, September 08, 2006 @3:30 PM

been so busy and stressed up recently. mainly cos of REPORTs and nv ending tutorials.. and test is coming up next wk, on monday. maybe because i wanna de-stress, i brought my kid out this morning! wanted to get for her childrens' day gift. yea, a tad too early but aiya, i'll be even busier when de day comes. just reached home only. haha.. her younger sista tagged along too. as a result, i spent more money -.- but seeing them so happy makes me happy too. at de end of de day, each of them got one happy meal box + sweets + jellies + their own personalised name chop which will be arriving in ten days time.

you should see how they enjoyed themselves as toysrus! its different when you go with yr friends at this age la. they looked as if they were in wonderland!! they were simply so happy looking at de toys.. ma chiam so fascinated by those princesses stuffs.

I'm so tired now. but i promised myself no matter what i NEED to finish my report today. i heard frm nelly that we will get an A as long as we hand in our reports on time. this makes me feel a lil better.

king's bday tmr @ merchant court hotel. *grins* what are we having tmr?

yay! so to enjoy myself, i need to pia some work today

and i believe i'll be meeting alvin tmr... so..............

off to do my work.

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Sunday, September 03, 2006 @4:50 PM

uni life.. so competitive. unlike poly, where we play as we learn. we share, we teach each other if we don't understand...

most often, JC people are deemed as clever, proud, kiasu, nerds..

i even do hear guys telling me bout those jc people in army.. how they complained bout them.

some are nice but some sucks.. to de core. and i mean to de core. the polys are always separated frm de jcs. why? but again like what alex said, if you can get into Uni, it shows that you have de same standard as them.

so what if you are cleverer in terms of studies? in terms of memorising de whole book. yeah, de mum must have bought a 1000 gig memory and stall it in yr brain b4 u were born.

we've been to CPTC in Jurong Island for hands on training. HAVE U? we had the chance to operate the plant before. HAVE U? we learnt HYSIS before, HAVE U? we've been to local/overseas attachment. have u guys been to before in jc?

all you guys did were just books books books. studying all day long. physics science bio. what bout TPHM, TPFF, RE, UOP, PCON? did u get to touch that in jc? NO.

i know many are reading this blog. that includes the JC people.. my classmates.. even ongs and horny who are frm hwa chong.

but who cares.

some may appear nice, but you never know whats inside them. you know? just like.. you don't seem them guai guai.. but they are horny. ok, wth am i talking bout. oops.

crap. its all that piece of shit paper we are all after for at de end of 4 yrs. sg.. forever competitive.

still, the friendship forged during secondary schdays are the best.

i miss azrin.

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Saturday, September 02, 2006 @11:30 PM

2nd september, its 2nd september.

whats so special bout this date?

i had de urge to blog out everything bout how i felt when i was at my house downstairs just now. but my mind's in a blank now.

tears kept flowing as i scrolled down de contact list. who to call, who to listen to my probs?

i know i needed someone to talk to. babe was on de phone.. but i don't know what to say. i just kept quiet.

prolly because i'm stressed. stressed up with de never ending schwork. lab reports, assignments, tutorials, and lectures that i don't understand at all. tests are coming de week after next. but still, i made an effort to spare some time tonight.

in fact, it all started last night. all de misunderstandings maybe. but i hate being accused. accused for things which i never even do. never even intend to do. and things got worse just now. how would u feel when you are stressed up with work already, and you are already on yr way out.. but you made a u-turn back after another quarrel.

i was left with nowhere to go. wanted to talk on de phone w anyone i thought of, maybe to accompany me as i wander on de streets but at de same time, i wished to be left alone. wanted to go home, but i didn't want de parents to see de swollen eyes and ask this and that..

i wanna go somewhere to destress but at de same time, i am worried bout my sch work esp my lab report.

for now, its only when i'm really upset, that i'll have that courage... de courage to press call/send.

off to watch click.

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