2 tests this wk. one tmr and the other one on thurs. biochem and maths. how good can that be. to add on, i just realised that there's another ORGANIC CHEM quiz next wk. shit. but the good thing is can get us prepared for the exams. but the thing is, i always can't manage to study finish for de quiz! i betta start early after maths quiz man.. next wk is our last wk of sch.. and de wk after next will be exams. die.
hai.. i want 28th april to come.
countdown: 31 days
poor dearie. he has booked in again. he's been feeling super depressed whenever he books in can.. hahaha.. can't help laughing whenever i think of how depressed he is. i'm such a bian tai gf. lolx.. i can see that he's REALLY depressed man. lolx.. NS really that cham meh? lolx.. ya lah.. can only book out during wkends.. but no matter what still gotta serve rite.. might as well give yr best.. time pass faster when u enjoy it.. isn't it? hehe. but enjoy? enjoy kena tekan by higher ranks? lolx.. always kena scolded fucker here and there. oh man, why sg army so erm.. betta not say. cannot anyhow write in de blog.. wait kena fined or sued or whatever. haha.. thinking too much.
alright. back to biochem. hai.. i need to burn midnite oil again :(
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Just got home...
joan, xiaowei, her friend ET(?) and i went to watch angela zhang shao han's mini concert. eh, i don't call that a concert.. duno whats tt.. its only like 30-45 mins only! the audiences/fans wasn't tt spontaneous.. i was surprised tt li ming volunteered (so eagerly can!) to go up and play tt game.. haa.. joan and i were saying tt we won't even wanna go up.. lolx.. cos we don't know any of her new songs. oh i know one! i mean.. i heard of .. that lan4 diao4.. lolx.. she sings really well..
well, while waiting for that angela's concert to start, joan decided that we go hall 7's tv lounge cos she wanna watch that table tennis competition (how boring tt can be...).. haha! so i decided to study my maths while she watch her tv.. suddenly there's this stupid disgusting cat with sparkling eyes and a bell round the neck.. it was just outside that lounge staring at us.. we were so afraid tt it will come in!!
my first rxn: 'joan!! faster close the door!!!'
joan: *staring at me, too shocked to move*
me: 'faster!! its gonna come in!!*
joan: *blur blur went to close HALF the door* [she's just so pa si.. closed de door so GENTLY..]
next moment... THE CAT STROLLED IN...
god. i stood up, walked round the sofa.. and the cat came.. under the table i was using.
me: how!?
joan: *staring at the cat*
me: *went out to ask for help*
the cat was staring at me...
then i saw this guy who was on his way to do some laundry.
me: can u help us chase that cat away??
he went. trying to grab tt cat. the cat was struggling. he held onto the cat's neck.. brought him out of the room and let the cat down. the cat hid behind the bushes. the guy left..
i thought nth will happen. so i wanted to go back to the room.. meanwhile, the cat was glaring at me. next moment, the cat CHASED AFTER THE guy..
me: *shocked* oh man! he chased after the guy!
next moment, THE CAT RAN BACK!!!!
me: * ran into the room and shut the door* [i almost suffered frm severe heart attack i tell u. friends shld know how much i abhor cats.]
joan was still standing in the room.. looking so shocked.
but i was panicking.. and i didn't close the door properly!!! i realised i closed the wrong way!!! wanted to open it and close again but the cat was already at the door step.
bo bian.. just pushed against tt door to prevent the cat from coming in. it was struggling to come in can! it looked so angry!! bet it hate me!!
*joan still standing down there*
me: HOW!?!? how are we gonna get out now?? faster!! pack our stuffs now!!
*JOAN STILL STANDING DOWN THERE DON'T DARE TO MOVE*
joan: oh no..!!! i think the cat will come in by the windows... [the hole was big enough for it to climb/jump/squeeze in.]
me: then faster pack!! FASTERRRRR!!!!!!! [i was super kanjiong. scared till i was bout to wet my panties. haha!]
joan: is it still at the door??? [i really pei4 fu2 joan. scared but still so calm. i think she's too scared till she don't know how to react. lolx...]
me: *trying to peep thru that glass at the door* yes yes!! faster pack!!! *the cat was still desperately struggling to come in*
joan: *packing the stuffs slowly* [she was so stiff can.. lolx..]
joan: is it still there?
me: *peep again* ye... NO!!!!!!!!!!! oh no!! where is it?! *bell ringing*
next moment.. it was at the window... staring at us. somehow it realised tt it cld climb in thru the window..
just then, joan finished packing.
she passed me my bag... took her bag.. just then... the cat squeezed in!
me: *jaws dropped* shld we open the door and just run out??
joan: *grabbed her shoes*
me: *open the door gently* and we both ran off.
of cos, i did close the door lah!!
hahaha... so scary. i hate cats. seriously hate hate hate hate hate.
so sucky.. so eerie...YUCKS.
i can't imagine how xiangqin, azrin & nanying will react if they were there. hahaha!
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tts only for tonight. lolx..
ever since i enter uni, i study only when the mood comes.. and tonight, i don't know why all of a sudden i've got this mood to do my TUTORIAL. oh gosh, jiaman is a good girl. she completed her tutorial for the FIRST TIME in uni. hahaha... its not really complete.. 2 sub qns left.. duno how to do... gotta ask qiwei tmr. phew. lucky to know him. this clever guy knows everything. NJC.. don't play play sia. lolx~
ok.. HMM... gonna look at my maths now. maths and biochem test next wk!!
i'm so worried bout maths and organic chem :(
gtg!!!
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i'm having this weird feeling inside me. i don't know if its stress, or if its because of other reasons. maybe its stress. exam's coming in less than a month. but i know nothing bout my schwork. i'm terribly lagging behind. i wanna study but i don't know where to start from. i have projects, presentations in hand.. and these always take up my time and i've no time left for revision. and now, my weekends are definitely gone cos i only get to meet alvin on wkends. wkdays.. by the time i get home, its already evening time.. then i gotta have my dinner.. and i'll be tired by the time i wanna start work.. sighs. 24hrs a day is never enough for students. i don't seem to have a problem with my studies when i was in poly. i admit i'm getting lazier.. sighs. i really need to buck up, else sucky results again this semester. the thought of organic chem and maths really scares me off :(
next.. alvin. i still feel abit weird tt he's now in NS. he used to be there for me whenever i need him.. he talks to me whenever i want to.. whenever i feel bored.. whenever i miss him.. whenever i don't feel good. but now.. things are different. he's not as free as he used to be. he can't be here whenever i don't feel good.. he can't possibly talk to me when i need him in the day. he's booking in later.. sighs. and now, weekends are the only days i look forward to. i can't wait for exams to be over. i can't wait to graduate from uni. get over and done with this uni life asap.
i want my holidays. 3 mths. i can get to slack.. earn money.. do the things i like to do.
hai.. anyway, had dinner at Seoul Garden with him... after tt, we went to watch this movie called.. erm.. i forgot. hurhur. tt movie with 18kids. super noisy movie..
ok.. gotta do my presentation slides now.
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not fun to be with u......
back home.
maybe i was in de wrong. i'm sorry for messing up this date. i'm upset that this date didn't turn out well..
but the words u said are really hurting.. i wasted yr first bkout. i win when i cry. u don't give a damn thing. thats what really pissed me off. more of disappointed and upset. don't give a damn thing?
my heart sank when i heard that. everything's gone down de drain.. i start asking myself, why did i start a new blog. why did i bother to plan a surprise for u. why did i make an effort to do a card instead of studying for my tests.. why did i give us a chance again. why did i make an effort to ..... .. forget everything. tears are flowing as i pen down this entry.
do u know how disappointed when i heard that?
DO U KNOW?
Tong Hua. This song created everything 1 yr ago. But things are so different 1 yr later.
yes. its so different.
you may think its a minor thing. its a joke.. but do u know how much it means, to me?
back to square one...
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when i was on my way home earlier on, i received a call frm alvin.. i might be able to book out on fri.. but tt depends on their performance. few mins later.. someone got caught smoking. he put down de fone.
and now, i just received a msg tt he might not be able to bk out already cos his buddy got caught smoking.
WTF? that stupid asshole.. don't smoke will die isit? SMOKE SMOKE SMOKE...
AT THAT MOMENT, it reminded me of the past. no matter how/what.. IT still haunts me. i know i said i won't mention my ex-bf again. BUT.. it seems like whats happening now resembles what happened in de past. bcos of sth/someone [whatever reasons] he can't bk out. bcos someone got caught smoking? got caught using the fone? someone got shot? someone this and that.. what else then.. hurr.. there goes this wkend. i'm not pissed with alvin. not at all. i trust him. but i'm so pissed with that stupid guy. really brainless. no brains at all. pig brain. whatever brain. argh!
this wkend is definitely gonna be a boring one!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm NOT looking forward to this weekend anymore.
sucks.
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7hrs lecture all de way every wed.. god.. the first 4 hrs is super boring.. and i don't know why the LT is freaking cold these days!
hmm. interesting movie today. our lecturer let us watch this show Wayward cloud (IF i'm not wrong) haha! its R.A all de way... u see those not well known artistes doing tt thing.. really pity that jap gal. i'm not sure if she's one but she looks like one. wah lau.. she was unconscious and tt guy kept forcing himself on her. all of us just cldn't understand tt movie.. keep showing us watermelons.. dots.. btw, its not censored at all. so u know.. can see everything. hurrhurr.. this movie is more like showing us how they film porn videos/movies.
nothing much happened these days. nth to blog.. living a boring life rite now. alvin's getting busier these days.. hardly any calls or msgs frm him...
ok... gonng bloghop now b4 i take a nap and start mat sc.
to liling: hey.. i don't know how to leave a comment there. haha! anyway i still do read yrs too. teehee. why change to livejournal? blogger more user friendly.. haha
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A very Happy 21st Birthday to both my dearest darlings!!!!!!!!!
1) Mr Alvin Khoo Yong Chiang
2) Miss Agnes Ting Chu Hwee
*muuuuacks!!
hehe! its such a coincidence rite? first it was birthdays on the same yr, same mth, same day.. and now, its bf's and bestie's bday on de same yr, same mth, same day! whats next man? lolx.. how great can that be rite??? can celebrate on de same day & @ de same time get v broke every march... haha.. not only the two of them, sk and ruiming's bday is also in march.. haha..
this wk is gonna be a v hectic wk for me. so sucky... mat sc hw, maths hw and lab report due this wk.. next wk oral presentation.. and also i needa present thermo qn 3!!! grrrr.. exams coming.
stress is coming... sucks!!
ok, gonna continue to search info for that stupid pang mod and then.. maybe slp.. wake up and do my maths.. sucks man..
dear is a busy man today. didn't have much time to talk today. act busy only. haha!
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Tong Hua. This song created everything 1 yr ago. But things are so different 1 yr later.
what does this mean?
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agnes's 21st bday party yesterday.
i don't know why but just don't really have de mood to elaborate them now.. so i'll just post a few pics then..
in eddie's rm
me and bday ger
in her room
babe blowing de candles..
finally a complete picture of my sec 2E clique. i miss de times we shared together~~~~~
all de ex-SJABians here. i guess we are de most notorious cum attitude batch. but who cares?
3 buddies together
anyone who wants de pics.. ask frm me...
sighs.. mon tmr.. but lab starts later. great.
right here waiting for his call...~
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just woke up an hr ago -_-''
i was supposed to wake up early in de morning to pay respect to my grandmotherss, but i cldn't wake up.. hurhurr... i haven't been there for like 2 yrs? cos last yr i was in aussie when they went. grr.. all my fault. slept at 4am last nite.. haha.. was talking to my dearest azrin on de fone for like 2.5 hrs?
..MUM's back!
i enjoy talking to her on de fone! haha! we've got endless stuffs to talk about. okok.. we both are super talkative. hehe.. keep fighting to talk. lolx~ i am proud to have a friend like her.. who's always there for me when i need her.. my friend since PRIMARY ONE. 14yrs still counting.. hahaha! we always love to say more than a decade yr old friend.. sounds like so long.. lolx.. though we don't always meet up, but we're there for each other.. tts what she said.. whats tt huh? oOoo.. close to de hearts.. if i'm not wrong. lolx..
i didn't realised alvin can be so sweet at times. haha.. he has been.. just that its now then i realised it. hee! he called me yest and we talk for like 11-12 min? botak already. wonder how he looks like. must b v ugly. haahahaha.. lolx..
aahh.. i'm blaming myself for not studying yest :( i think someone shld just confiscate my computer/lappie.. or just set a password so that i can't log in.
agnes's bday later. kovan.. so far! we are all living in de west my dear! hahaha.. big prob to go there and come back!
alright.. need to get my ass off here
yay! Kranjians meet-up-session again! hee!
will update again...~
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its just de first day..
all i got was just a call and a msg frm him this morning. SIGHS. SO BORED!! wonder whats alvin doing now. haha! botak already? kena tekan? haha. abit not used to it yet.. so weird.. no calls and msgs frm him frm now on.. tts army life, esp when u just get enlisted. haa.. i miss de days where we can talk on de fone for sooo long.. i miss his crapsss! i miss him sending me home. lolx~
it feels as if i'm back to de past.. gotta wait for msgs/calls. but nvm, think on de bright side. i've got more freedom. hee. but i don't mean that he controls me and such. he doesn't..
kk.. i'm crapping..
gonna bathe, take a nap and maybe try to study tonite.
i'm freaking tired. didn't have a gd wink for de past few days.
SOMEONE PLS DATE ME OUT! :)
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*YAWNS*
i'm tired. very tired. in fact, i dozed off on de bike just now.. yes i know.. its dangerous. this wk is a rather 'free' week for me cos thermo test is over. sucks. i know i'm not gonna score well again. besides this, i haven't done much constructive work this wk.. lets see what i've been doing.
mon.. went town with jmei and lyn. bought present for alvin.. tues.. wanted to study.. instead, went to order a cake for him.. which was a surprise meant for him.. then made for him a card.. yeah.. another day wasted. wed.... went muchuan cos he's performing there. really wanna thank lyn for accompanying me there. hee. she helped me with de cake.. de wrapper.. blah blah..
i hope he really did have a memorable 21st bday. this poor fella gotta spend his 21st bday in sembawang camp. i thought it'll be nice to give him a surprise since we didn't buy a cake for him when he celebrated w his buddies. so i msged his frens and asked if they cld stay back after de performance.. unfortunately yilun n lawrence cldn't make it. qijian even accidentally replied him instead of me. -_-''. Luckily alvin didn't suspect a single thing.. everything went on smoothly.. except de fact tt it was QUITE embarrassing to give him de cake in front of everyone. yes.. its not only our table. actually lyn suggested me giving it to him on de stage.. she said its sweet.. but its so super diu lian.. qj suggested we celebrating at our table.. but then duno why/who go announce its his birthday and tadah.. hurhurr.. see dear! EVERYONE sang de bday song for u can! don't u feel honoured? heh.
btw, during de performance.. we were discussing bout who's de most shuai among them.. i mean, all of them not v shuai lah. just choosing de best among those .. erm.. get what i mean? lolx.. we all agreed on one person.. i didn't find him familiar until i saw that evaluation form.. there's this name 'Victor Yap'. Kranjians... find this name familar? THE WORLD IS SO SMALL... omg.. babe's ex-bf... aha.. can it be considered as ex-bf? haha...
ok.. pics again..
taken at kbox last wk
got this frm his hp
alicia, huizi, me and lyn
mr alvin khoo
tt thing on his cake
dear n me..
huizi, qijian, dear, me, lyn, alicia @ muchuan
thats me and victor. he looks so shy in sec sch. nv expect he can sing!
the horny keychain he gave me.. quite blur lah..
now u see it...
now u don't!
dear's gonna bk in wef tmr :( met him in town together with lilian. guess what? its de first time they meet, and its de first time i see lilian cry. don't b so sad ger.. alvin bullied her. heh.. jk.. spent the last day with him today..(hey, sound like we're gonna die/nv gonna see each other again. ha~) he gave me a treat at fish and co.. went to that changi aiport there.. passed by that SAF ferry terminal. this is de first time i been there. so thats how it looks like... the place where they ferry the botaks to TEKONG...~
people been asking me how i feel... i told them i don't feel anything. not yet, until this afternoon.. when gh found out tt he's going sembawang camp tmr.. he told me quite a no of things bout this NDU. i didn't know how prestigious it was. yah. i only know bout OCS.. ..god... i think its worse than tekong. i thought i'll be able to take it, just like how i did de previous time. but seems like it doesn't seem to be now! wth am i talking abt.. k, i'm slpy. but anyway, was thinking throughout my journey home just now.. no one's gonna talk to me when i feel stressed/bored.. no one's gonna send me home when i stay out late... no one's there to quarrel with me.. no one's there to talk cock with me... no one's there to irritate me.. hee.. i make him sound so bad, hor? i sound as if i've got no frens at all. lolx.. i suddenly realised tt i'm so dependent on him. =x
sighs. gonna miss him truckloads i guess.
gtg...
gd nite
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something's wrong w blogger! it takes such a long time to load one pg. grr.
i've got de pics frm yilun. hee.. btw he is alvin's friend.
hmm. since i've got the pics.. i shall intro who are his friends. haha!
his buddies.. frm left, qijian yilun alvin lawrence (de jacket they gave him)
lame people posing lame pose.. haha
gigolo number one
gigolo number two
gigolo number 3
gigolo number 4 (de first time i look TALL! lolx!!!)
look how big de rm is! much bigger than how it looks like in this pic!
i'm de only ger that nite. w guys at de ktv.. sounds like a p... hor? haha!
beauty and de BEASTSSSS
lolx.. JUST KIDDING! hee~
i'm terribly BROKE now. need to scrimp and save. sucks..
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i shall quickly blog for a while since i'm waiting for my hair to dry. its 0513hr! i'm not aslp yet! omg!
earlier on, we (tt includes yilun, qijian & lawrence) celebrated alvin's 21st bday at hard rock cafe. He decided this place.. duno why also. he likes music too much lah. anyway,
after dinner, they decided to go ktv.. eh, i'm sick of ktv frm now... went there like 3 times in less than a mth. that room is super duper big. much much bigger than the one we went with jacky that time. haha! they sang.. of cos i did sing.. but i tried to study too. hurr.. though not much. but i do hope i can still rem those that i studied just now!
yilun brought his cam along. so pics to be uploaded as soon as i get them.
till then,
gd nite!
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i just mentioned <2 hrs ago i am determined to treat him better. yes, i am.
but we're quarrelling now. over trivial matters.
what am i thinking of now?
Its really time to get things done.. to get things settled, and think what you really want in life.
i'm disappointed. i shldn't have wasted my time earlier on. i cld have spend my time on maths. REGRETS again.
see, one whole nite wasted again. time to get to bed.. get my thoughts cleared if possible..
i've got this feeling, this blog ain't gonna last long. do u feel so?
gonna try calling one more time, to give myself and him another chance. lets see how long will this cold war last..
....
i called twice.
but, its still the same.
i'm tired. good nite
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My very first entry in this new blog! I've decided to change to a new blog address.. to bury the past. Yes.. i started that blog because of my ex-bf.. i blogged so much abt him when we were together. That blog is more like a story of us.. whatever happened even after breakups.
ok, no more mentioning of 'my ex'.
but i seriously do miss that blog. its 2yrs old already.. so many past entries! nvm, this blog will too.. but i'm not gonna delete that blog anyway. my aussie memories are there.
i'm determined to treat my dear alvin better. wahaha, so not used to it. been so long since i blog this kinda things and its making my hair stand. lolxx..
ok, time to start work. i slept the whole day. shit! another day wasted!!
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