*BURRRRRRRRRRRRPS*
i am so full!! i don't know why the sudden increase in appetite today. i had hotdog bun and a cup of hot milo in the morning. then i bought de 2bucks mac meal b4 my 8.30AM lesson. yeah, sausage mcmuffin + ICE MILO.. 12plus pm.. our pathetic 1 hr break. i had rice + fish + veggie. 3+pm... neither did i feel full nor hungry. i know i cld still eat, but.. decided not to. so i just had a cup of iced milk tea. then.............. 6+pm.. shared large fries with lyn. omg. when i reached home, i was super duper hungry. and i had my dinner.
my stomach feels super bloated now =x
i fell aslp on de sofa while watching that jin shan shun show. b4 tt, i was switching channels here and there. haha! did anyone watch incredible tales? i think its repeat telecast. omg. so scary! last wk one was worse. bout de babysitter... today was bout the foetus. i was so scared that i mute it. hurhurr. another channel was showing de tattoo thingy which wj mentioned de other day. omg. not painful meh? i still rem marius showing me his tattoo when we were in aussie! the whole cloth was stained with his blood. and i know its itchy in de beginning. haha!
anyway, i'm beginning to get irritated on every wed morning. i'm never punctual for de first lecture. -.-'' but luckily its ah pek's lesson. so i don't miss much cos he teaches damn slowly. imagine he can teach OBJECTIVES of the whole sem for one hr when normally, professors only need maybe 5 min or lesser. -.-'' ok, thats not de pt. haha..
the queue at JP interchange at 8am is HORRENDOUS. i know there's always this long queue at 8am. but for this semester, it seems like there's a huge increase in the no of students!! i thought the interchange has become bigger? its much spacious than the dirty old smelly one. but why isit that the queue seems worser than the previous 2 semesters?
bus 179 is at the other end of the interchange.. but for wed 830 lessons, i can immediately queue up de moment i alight at de bus interchange.. and for goodness sake.. both the place where i alight and de berth of 179 is like erm, at 2 extreme ends .. to add on, 830 lessons.. if i leave house at 7.15 i know i'm gonna be late. i'll only be able to reach sch at 845 i guess. can you imagine how bad can that be... but if i'm having 130pm lesson, i can even leave my house at 1230.
thank goodness i only have one 830 lesson this sem...
having lunch at canteen A is even worse. esp lunch time. ma chiam packed like sardines..you can hardly find any seats. its 3rd wk already and this problem is still here. and stupid azrin is complaining ntu students are going to HER territory to have lunch. HAHAHA. how mean can she be! telling this to a ntu student, moreover her over a decade yr old friend. wth.. hahahaha..
ok, i'm complaining. BUT ITS SO FRUSTRATING!! the time taken to travel frm my house to JP interchange is even faster than the time taken to travel frm JP interchange to ntu! grrrr......
anyone having 830 lessons on wed?? so that i can call you to cut queue. haha!
WEEKEND IS HERE!! but so dumb. having only one hr lecture tmr cos its union day. as a result, i've got a makeup lecture on SATURDAY!!! grrrrr.. *i see steam above my head*
gonna slp now! super tired! good night!
and hope alvin will past his test tmr!! :)
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i woke up at 5am just now. WHY? just to print my notes, check my mails blah blah. i slept early last nite at ard 10+! super tired. i was dragging my feet home frm tuition man..
i don't know why. but i always feel tired on tues. prolly due to lack of slp for de past few days cos of tt stupid report. i'm so happy that i don't have any lab report to do this wk! you know, when you dont have a report to do.. yr wk will be free-er. haha! this wk's lab was easy and we ended at ard 10+! sad thing is, next wk's expt will be a full report. suckssss..
anyway, i'm so tempted to go for that GSS thingy.
What is Global Summer Studies?
Gain the advantage of short term study-and-play summer programmes during university vacation (May-July) around Asia, Europe and the United States. Global Summer Studies helps you make the most of your leisure period as it adds value to your academic performance.
Why Global Summer Studies?
Summer's a time to sizzle. Travel the world's global cities and immerse yourself in world cultures during university vacation. You also earn Academic Units (AUs) upon completion of the program.
Where can I Spend my Summer?
Hong Kong
France
Germany
United States
so cool right? haha.. reminds me of aussie days. 5 mths there.. but this will be only four to six weeks. i want i want...
can't imagine if there's a choice studying in Aussie University of Queensland. will i be living in St Lucia then? haha... i'm thinking way too far. lolx.. but of cos i won't choose back aussie.. i wanna go other countries!! oops. it still long frm now. hehe..
gotta prepare for sch!! 830 lesson. the queue at interchange is gonna be super long. dread it.
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its 1.06AM now.
9.30am lesson tmr yet i'm still struggling with this lab report. it really burnt my whole wkend. holding my time.. and i can't do my tuts etc. abit more and it'll be done. but i just anyhow do it.. its not a full report and its like so tough now. sucks.. and whats next.. after completing this report... next one will be coming in a few hrs time. lab tmr again.
argh.
fed up.
my eyelids feel heavy now. i wanna slp!
gonna finish it up now.
on a lighter note, alvin survived hellwk! heh :)
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reminiscing de days in CPTC....
am chatting w alex online and it just reminds me of de days in CPTC. he's been asking a no of times if i am interested in joining CPTC. i have no idea. maybe if i really can't find a job after i graduate? =x
no doubt, i seriously miss de days there. where we had so much fun at de plant.. doing morning and night shifts. those were de days.. where nothing was bothering me, where i know that i'm REALLY happy.
the auditorium where we used to have our lectures..
in de toilets, where our lockers are...
at de cafeteria busy writing our weekly report? whats tt called?.. de food sucks.
along de corridor.. whats this called? i forgot =x
night shift... at de top of distillation column. C-100? isit? hurr.
group pic w alex
i saw this photo.. where he asked me to take a photo of him!
who's this? look at the safety helmet. its mr alvin khoo. yucks. HAHA.
he's also in my group. who knows i will be with him one day. lolx..
the sun's gonna rise... night shift almost over!
Day training at de KDU plant...
and of course, presentation time...
waiting for our turns..
At the.. where is this place called? i think i forgot lots of things. haha
oh jacky, doesn't this cap looks familiar? HAHA. since poly =x
the last day of CPTC...
G[roup]1T[eam]2! everyone's here except... one. i forgot who. hehe
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my wkend has finally come! but, i have loads of work to do.
my professor is mad. he's rushing like a tu-tu train. i don't even understand a single thing starting frm lecture 3. this is bad. i realised that i'm having his lessons everyday. god.. fluid flow........ 4AU :(
report is stressing me up.. in fact, its everything. i don't think this weekend will be an enjoyable one. to make it worse, i have fallen sick. yes, i'm sick again..... my throat is getting worse. nose blocked :(
anyway, my phone is switched off tonight.. cos there's no more bat and i don't wanna charge it. i don't like de idea of charging my phone for de whole night. hurr. so my house phone rang just now and dad said its my call! i thought who de hell will call my house.. i thought it was mr alvin khoo! scare me la.. its miss chye xiaowei. i thought he cldn't make it. lolx.. one more day and his hellweek will be over! hehe. me prays that he'll be able to survive this hellweek.
gonna slp now. i think i need to rest well.
*sniffs*
good nite
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my work load is piling up like shit.
just one lab session today is enough to burn my weekend. i need to hand in a at least 5pgs long report which is due next tues. sounds easy. BUT THE QNS ARE TOUGH.
today's 930 to 430 lessons are enough to kill me. prolly because i slept late last night. so.. i didn't really pay attention in class today :( and i had to rush for tuition after that.
i don't know why but today's CH2003 pace is so fast!! and i'm too tired to do anything today. just came online to print notes as usual.
i'm gonna slp real early tonight. that is, after blogging! its 10.19pm now. no choice, tmr's gonna be an extremely long day. 830AM to 830PM. ALL ARE LECTURES.
may god bless me.
*cross fingers*
good night
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yay! mon's over. quite a long day in sch today. there's lab tmr. dread it. must wear covered shoes and labcoat [shit. gotta find it later] PLUS goggles. DAMN IT. I JUST REALISED I LOST MY GOGGLES LAST SEM. *frowns* how?!
...just called jmei. luckily her lab is on mon. so i can borrow frm her. phew. that means i needa go sch early to get it frm her... arrrrr.. communication studies block. hope i won't get lost early in de morning.
though i'm already a yr 2 student, i still can get lost in de campus. i'm practically a lost meh meh if i'm alone.. hurr. luckily tmr's first lab session is at SBS. this, i still know how to go.
fluid mechanics is so tough :( the first tut is enough to stress me.
speaking of stress, i think i'm rather lucky this sem. cos i got into mind over stress while de rest didn't get it. i kinda like my timetable though its rather xiong on mon and thurs.
this module is super interesting and easy to pass! the way the lecturer talk can make u laugh.. his lesson is easy to understand.. exam just 50%.. assignments are alright.. he lets us off early.. no wonder everyone wants this module, HP801.
choose this elective people!
today is de first lesson i attended. and at de end of de lesson, i heard sth like.. there's no lesson next wk!! omg. super happy. i'm not sure if its true cos i didn't hear properly.. so i asked someone frm my course.. and he said.. next lesson is on 4th sept! OMG.. super duper happy! hahaha
no more mon blues for de time being. yea..
ok, need to look at that fluid tut now. bought de textbook today. :( and i sold my bio and phy tb to joan's fren.. hahaha..
but wasted some money today on some things i don't wish to spend on.
anyone wanna buy effective comm textbook?? buy frm me!
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i don't know why.
i was feeling okay earlier on.. but i don't feel good now.
i'm having mood swings!
i feel something. yet i don't know whats exactly de problem right now. wassup with me..
sighs. its the second wk of sch tmr. tuts and labs starts rolling in. STRESS. why am i feeling like that when its just de second wk? something is just bothering me. its really disturbing, you know?
alvin's hell wk starts tonight. poor him. he has been feeling so worried recently until i feel worried for him now too! hope he'll able to endure this hell wk.
我的心里好难受...
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i caught de fireworks @ esplanade last night with alvin. we reached there at de v last min. but... still able to video it using my n6280. heh. but i don't know why it becomes so blur when i upload into youtube.
fireworks (1)
fireworks (2)
and... secretly video-ed hong junyang's ntu campus concert. but kena caught. hahaha.. the disadvantage of sitting at de first row!
his voice really sounds like lin junjie. esp de way he talks.. wow. totally de same. he's v funny.
sighs. monday tmr... classes till 830pm. :( so sad.
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i miss.........
i miss kranji...
i miss sec 1B.. w xiaowei, xiang qin, joan, huoy & xiang ning in my class.. where mr ow yeong always does his admin stuffs instead of teaching us geog... then he'll always say TURN TO PG 37 when mr razak pass by... how xiaowei always button up her shirt all de way to de collar.. duno why she don't feel hot.. where she always bring so many bks until she got no space but to put her bks on de floor.. de days we always have spot check.. bra check, hair check, nails check, skirt check.. whatever checks..
i miss sec 2E.. w agnes, nanying n qinwei... how we laugh at miss susan leong bout big breakfast.. how we laugh at other people... always asking each other which house t-shirt are we gonna wear tmr... how much i love albatross when i'm in jaguar.. how much nes love ibex when she's in rhino.. how much nying love nighthawk when she's in kestrel.. how much qinwei love jaguar when she's in rhino... where we talked bout de boys in 2B, 2F, 2C & 4B.. where we always peep outta window whenever sec 2B pass by... where we always slp in de class... how we pon cyberstation duties... how popular were de badminton boys.. how we carried so much books and dumped everything in de locker.. and how much money we invested in neoprints & that already-closed-down bubble tea shop.. how we paired up and enjoy our home econs lessons.. de duno-what pie i baked w nying.. how much i hate Mr Loh's D&T lessons.. that dusty lab.. i miss folkdance lessons... miss folkdance nite....
i miss st john... how xiang ning managed to psycho us to join st john... i miss de foot drills sessions.. how we raised one of our legs up and sing baa baa black sheep in sec 1.. how dumb that was...i miss de training camps.. de fire drills.. de water parade... de CHANGING PARADE...de times we had to shout 'FALL IN.... 1 2 3.. FALL IN......... 1 2 3 FALL IN............', de sec 3 combined camp... i miss that horseshoe sound... i miss my st john uniform.. i miss polishing de boots.. i miss de days where we pon taekwondo... i miss de days where we try to think of reasons not to wear full-u.. even came up with de idea of potassium dichromate... cutting out one of de button.. blah blah.. i miss home nursing course.. where we always head to bugis after that.. i miss those dumb cheers.. i miss training for our sch's ndp... i miss de times where we always talk back to our seniors.. how much we abhor sir derrick.. i miss being public duty nco.. i miss de public duties we had during youth festival.. i miss de time where we laugh at someone who don't dare to own up thats her singlet in de toilet.. WE STILL DON'T KNOW WHO... i miss copying first aid RETEST exam... i miss that SCDF course in sec one...
i miss FOLKDANCE.. ahahaha......
i miss having chinese lessons with joan... i miss how we mugged for O levels at yew tee mac... i miss swimming lessons... how we had to RUN frm kranji to the swimming pool. HOW DUMB! mr andy kong is mad.
i miss the weekly 2.4km run... tues and thurs i rem.....
i miss sports day...
i miss singing
kranjians take on de challenge
to excel in knowledge
be creative and uphold integrity
kranjians we shall be worthy
of nation and family
eager to learn and succeed
we build our school on friendship and goodwill
where students spur each other on
to greater heights in life
together with our teachers and our parents
we shall forge a bright tomorrow
for ourselves and for our children too
a whole new world in harmony
kranjians take on de challenge
to excel in knowledge
be creative and uphold integrity
kranjians we shall be worthy
of nation and family
be creative and uphold integrity
kranjians we shall be worthy
of nation and family
did i rem correctly? pardon me if its wrong. haha.. its been 5 yrs since i last sang this. still can rem this much already not bad le.
i miss walking frm kranji back to lot one..
those were de days...... yeah, complaining that time but when you look back... you'll miss de days.. de fun we had....
the '98 batch kranjians rocks.
so fun... de memories... sweet and bitter.......
oh one more thing....
i always look forward to morning assembly. esp when mr razak or mr seah or mr ong has sth to announce... de morning CANING sessions so that we will miss our first lesson!!
ok.. i don't know why i'm saying all this. prolly cos we were mentioning bout kranji this afternoon.
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past 12am.
i came home few hrs ago but........... i haven't bathe. the night is still young. its friday night. yet i'm back so early. i don't know why. it makes me feel frustrated with myself. WHY AM I HOME SO EARLY!?!!? :(
perhaps i'm telling myself this may be de last wk where i can really go out and enjoy myself. tutorials will start rolling in by mon.. work load will get heavier... in fact, one tutorial has already been posted up :( but i don't know how to do. sighs...
sad thing is, alvin's hell week is coming. this monday. so he has to rest. sighs, when he gets free-er next week, i guess..... my hell week starts :(
weird. i keep thinking that today is a saturday. maybe because i don't have sch today. i'm still not that used to a four-day-school.
tmr's saturday. or rather now since its past 12. i'm FREE the whole day. someone pls date me out......................................................................
i am fucking boreeeeeeedddddddddddddddddddd................
i wanna eat ben and jerry ice cream.
oh btw.. i caught a movie with alvin just now. its bout divers.... not bad la. i wanna watch part one. ok, thats not the main pt. while waiting for him... yesssss... jiaman waiting for someone. first time yeah. cos i'm de one who's always late. a guy working at this NUM approached me. HAHA. gave me 2 movie tickets. WAIT A MIN... NO.. if u think he wants to know me or what.. machiam those in movie.. nono... LOLX.... someone dropped a pair of movie tickets in front of his shop.. and he came and gave it to me. don't know what movie la.. sth to do with LAKE. if you are thinking why he gave it to me.. thats because i was waiting for alvin at de ticket counter. yeah.. FREE MOVIE TICKETS.. haha. kept insisting i don't want but he just ask me to take it. what LAKE movie. aiyo, gimme de one we wanna watch mah.. hahaha.. it costs $9.50 ok.. but too bad, alvin was late... imagine if i was waiting for azrin, agnes, xiaowei or joan.. sure watch liao. lolx..
anyway gonna catch another movie with miss azrin on sunday! she has got free tickets. hahaaha.. i realised we always watch movies together when there's free tix... cheapo. hahaha.. tokyo drift.. HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMmmm..........
ok, shall go bathe now.
gd nite.
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1.09AM. but i'm still not aslp yet.
sighs. friday. i've got no sch. but i'll be meeting miss chye later. heh.
wasn't really in a good mood all of a sudden when i was on de phone with azrin.
ok, but sth made me laugh.. this was part of my conversation w wj.
*j i a m a n says:
NLL also in ntu if i'm not wrong
M A D E says:
WAH
M A D E says:
tt tomboy
M A D E says:
amazing
*j i a m a n says:
no hor. pple long hair ok
*j i a m a n says:
people now mei nu ok
M A D E says:
but her face like bulldog la
*NLL - i need to protect her name.
kranjians, guess it...
can't help laughing. so mean. but yet, i guess most kranjians will laugh. 'but her face like bulldog la'. hahaha.. i can imagine de tone and expression on his face.
M A D E says:
ok la
M A D E says:
why nobody frm my class studyin uni
M A D E says:
not wonder i cannt study uni la
M A D E says:
curse
its funny la. bth.
and guess where mr alvin and i went to yest night? ahahaha.... it was super embarrassing. and i think he wants to try going laterrrrrrrrrrr.
he's mr horny. HAHA. yucks. disgusting name. hehe :)
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Happy 41st Birthday SINGAPORE!!!
We are singapore, singaporeans.. hehehe...
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SCHOOL STARTS TMR.
Some people may dread it, some looking foward.. for me, i was excited. but now, i don't seem to.
Lectures start tmr. Qiwei just sent me the lecture notes. CH2005. I've got no idea what that module is all about. when i clicked open de file, *OMFG*!
If you rem what i wrote last sem, i seriously abhor ORGANIC CHEM. i thought PHEW! i managed to pass it..at last its over. BUT NO!!! its here again!!! *CRIES* and its Prof Ng again. omg omg omg. die. first day first lecture of a new semester, its this irritating module. bad omen. 2 HOURS somemore. SIAN.
and i needa wait like TWO hrs for a 3hrs lecture, mind over stress :( i'm only able to go back at 830pm tmr.
i'm gonna have monday blues wef tmr.
went my aunt's house this morning for lunch. cos one of my uncle came back frm aussie. played mj. omg. with money. haha. i'm de youngest there. so i no needa play with money, or rather, i used my uncle's money =x was thinking how good it wld be if there's no sch tmr. then i'll stay over and play mj with them.
sat.. had free lunch at ding tai fung with nes and chris.. then went shopping for a while. supposed to hunt for bag and shorts. but end up, we bought tops. heh. after that.. i went SUPERBAND with alvin and veron.. pris, vic, karine and her bf went too. guess who we saw when we went there? GARFIELD! he went alone to support J3.
we were supposed to go with jingmei, xiaoqi n her cousins, agnes and her frens and blah blah. but due to some STUPID COCK UP SYSTEM, we cldn't get de tickets. and yada yada.. pris managed to get another 2.. and 1 frm joan. so few of us were able to go. though we were standing at the J3 supporters area, i was supporting SOUL and MI LU BING. frankly speaking, i only watch the first 2 episodes of SUPERBAND. and know nothing bout them.. i go there for de fun of it. else i also don't know how to spend my sat. and, jacky [yes, one of that J3 member who always wear a cap] is my poly classmate. so, just go la. its fun! totally different frm watching it frm tv la. the nicest thing is, we've got a goodie bag! hahaha... hair dye. lolx..
had supper at bedok after that. super ultra nice bah chor mee. yummylicious. i wanna go there and eat again! but so far.
we did take some pics. but i guess i'll be quite busy cos sch starts tmr.
shall see how.
need to rest early though sch starts at 1.30pm tmr. haha!
its time to wrap things up.
sch's starting.
everything shall end by tonight. a fullstop to everything after such a long time.
a brand new day tmr :)
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been staring at this pg for so long. some things are just so difficult to write down. why? i feel uncomfortable writing here? or what?
i typed one sentence and pressed 'backspace' again.
meanwhile, de videos taken wks ago. rather stupid to post it up. but who cares? you can choose not to view it.
ok, maybe i'm showing attitude here. whatever.
i also don't know why i'm posting this.
a 10 min long video. super long i know. but no one wants to go and stop it. so we just let it continue... F.I.R's wo men de ai & one super old song.. ai wo de ren he wo ai de ren.
and xw's fav zhi dui ni shuo
ok, im bored.
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can't u just be sweeter at times?
everytime when there's quarrels, the first person that comes to my mind.. that i'll wanna talk to.. ain't free.
i just got back frm tuition. so on my way home, i kept watching de video i took today to cheer me up a lil.
went queensway, raffles city, taka and then paragon with huoy and joan today. huoy's hair got stuck and i just cldn't stop laughing at her. she and her famous kou3 tou2 chan2 'DIU LIAN'. i didn't manage to video the earlier part where more of her hair got stuck.
its easier to console someone.. to lend yr friends a shoulder to cry on, to provide a listening ear, to give advices to them when they are down. you know whats right and whats not when you hear their stories.
but when you are the one feeling down, do you tell yourself the same thing that you always advise your friends?
why are humans like that?
i don't feel good tonight.
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sch's starting in less than a week. pretty much excited about it.
but, i know myself very well that after de FIRST week, i'll start to dread sch because tutorials, projects, reports, quizzez, common tests and exams will start rolling in.
time passes v fast indeed. our 3-months-plus-long worth of holiday is over just like that. what have i done during this holiday? nothing much but just working, plain slacking, making sure i've really slacked to de core so that when sch reopens, i'll not regret why i didn't enjoy my hol. haha.
this holiday, i enjoyed de mj sessions.. ktv sessions.. bday parties.. chalets.. yada yada.. my 21st bday is over too.. i've gotten what i've wished for. no regrets.
sighs. i'll be rotting at home for de next few days. mj anyone? haha.
my timetable. i don't know if its good or bad. i've got another elective to add during add drop period. most probably be choosing urban planning. GAWD. SOUNDS SO BORING!! but no choice, the rest don't fit into my timetable.
if i really get that, this is how my timetable will look like.
mon: 10.30AM - 8.30PM (odd wks), 1.30AM-8.30PM (even wks)
tues: 9.30AM - 4.30PM (7.30PM-9PM tuition)
wed: 8.30AM - 8.30PM [LOOK AT THIS. MY GOODNESS!]
thurs: 1.30PM - 3.30PM (7.30PM-9PM tuition)
fri: no sch
so this means, mon to thurs.. i'll be packed like sardines.
great? or sucks to de core?
so miss tan ching wei, don't hiam yr timetable. still pon so often. hahaha.
but first wk will be kinda relax. only lectures. phew.
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time check: 2.42 AM
i'm still not aslp. i just can't get to slp. not used to slping that early.
am reading my past entries now and its pretty funny to read back and reminisce the past.. the chirpy me i was back then b4 july 04. my life throughout my poly yrs... how bimbo i was.
i still can write that 'i love F4!!' something like that. omg.
i'm not saying that i'm blogging maturely now. of course hell no. but, the way of blogging is different compared to de past. less exclamation marks here and there. less happy. less this and that..
we all grow up. and i'm glad that i blogged those things down.
i can't help laughing and smiling to myself while reading those entries esp those b4 jul'04.
how bimbotic can i be.
...how i've come so far since 2003. how i've lived my days in 2004, 2005 and now 2006..
happy moments.. painful moments.. aussie moments.. and now.. uni.. and it goes on..
and i saw this in one of my entries. sth i learnt frm channel u/8.
Why do guys fart louder than gers?
HAHAHAHAHAHA..
some pple may have heard of it. totally forgot bout this thing. but its still funny when i read the answer. LOLX..
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today is NOT my day.
after waking up at 5+, i went back to slp.
i didn't feel good at all. woke up and felt like vomitting but nothing came out. had a terrible headache and backache and diarrhoea once. i just felt weak.
i'm disappointed. disappointed with some people. they are just so selfish. HEY I'M LIKE BLOODY SO SICK!
everyone cldn't help me work. but HELLO?!? my last day of work was supposed to be last fri. but helping out = getting myself into this deep shit. i don't blame everyone. i know chances of asking pple to help me work is simply too low. if they cld work, sophia wldn't have
am supposed to work at 2. but bee leng helped me till 5. super sorry that i came so late. all because i was trying so fucking hard to find people. end up i had no choice, but to contact yiwen [boss daughter] de very last min.
i thought she will be unhappy cos its really v last min. but to my surprise, she was the one who's more concerned bout me and tried to help find people to replace me even when its like 6pm already.
but i told her i was working already and its ok. yeah, and she asked me to just sit down even if i feel better.
i am more disappointed in someone. ok, fine.. shan't talk bout it here.
just didn't feel good while working. felt weak whenever i stand up. and i don't know where de hell did my panadol go when i wanna find it. end up? bought one box of panadol. dots. waste money again. so how much did i earn today? i guess after minus-ing here and there, i earned less than 20 bucks. time seems to pass fucking slow today.
i felt like i've been working for 2-3 hrs. but no, one hr just passed.
thank god i reached home safely. i thought i wld have faint or what.
but.. guess what? i vomitted in the bus. on de floor. its SUPER EMBARRASSING.
i wanted to cab home. imagine if i vomitted in de cab? i think that's worse.
ok, i need to rest.
good night.
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