everyone, i'm sorry. but i need to be left alone...
i received some smses but i didn't reply. so rude .. i know.. i'm sorry.
but still, i wanna say thank you to the 3 babes who gave me a surprise today. i'm touched by xiaowei for coming down to give me a surprise. i'm touched by the 3 of them who did that wonderful frame for me. i'm touched by azrin and agnes who planned to go kbox. i thank them for accompanying me the whole of today. i wanna thank them for everything.. and everything. i love you guys... muacks.
i wanna thank you for making my 21st a memorable one.
a memorable yet painful one.
enough said.
i need to be alone..
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i didn't want a party or anything complicated for my 21st birthday. all i wanted/hoped for this 21st bday, is just to celebrate with the person i love most.
but i'm touched by what xw has done for me.. by booking a chalet, maybe just to chill out or what.. and this is gonna be within our secondary sch friends. i never invite my poly/uni friends cos its xw who orgnanised this for me.. i'm touched by what azrin and agnes are gonna plan later in de day. i'm not sure where we are going.. cos she refused to tell me and just asked me to follow wherever they go.
like i said in my previous entries.. i don't wanna create any unnecessary 'stress' for my bday.. when i see how azrin felt for her party. i know nothing bout the plans for my birthday. and i never send out any invitations.. but if you guys are reading this..
nanying, qinwei, joan, huiwen, xiangqin, azrin, agnes and of cos my dear friend xiaowei.. you people are all included in this chalet thing.. need i say out.. i thought you guys should know who you are.. of course, i know must invite personally.. but everything's not confirmed yet.. its sunday i know.. i'll msg of course. but wait till everything's confirmed.
seriously speaking, i don't feel good right now. but i know azrin and agnes has planned sth for me. i must be happy, right?
silly you may say. i never regretted what i did.
sophia keeps asking me for next wk schedule now. AGAIN, i can't give cos i can't confirm which day i can work.
ok, i need to prepare.
cheer me up.
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28th june'06 - a date to remember
watched silent hill last night. .... don't understand de story lah. and de movie is so long..
ok, i've got nothing much to blog actually.
babe's gonna celebrate my bday in advance.. wonder how it'll be like tmr. hee.
my 21st bday has become a memorable one. i hope so.. more to come this wk :)
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WHO HAS THE FASTEST FINGERS?
ME! GLADYS! QIWEI! HUANGQIN! SHURUI! LIYA!
C25 is never gonna be the same anymore. sad case. my close friends ain't gonna be in de same class as me anymore... no more miss ong lilian, miss yu wen hooi, mr toh guan hong etc.. no more yvonne.. si ying... etc...
my class is super popular. we have the best timetable, and our class is fun.. we're bonded quite closely.. but sad thing is, they cldn't get C25. sighs. some other people chose our class. i'm rather upset. i can't do lab with them.. not the same tutorials with them.. and one of our electives ain't the same. and now, they got the lousiest timetable. so sad.. just pray hard we all can get mind over stress. sighs.
lilian!! we still go home together whenever possible k? go lunch together k!! sighs.. i was super shocked when i knew they all didn't get in. see, ngee ann trained us to be super fast. hahahaha..
btw, i merely had 2 hrs of slp since last night. :(
went to bed near 9am but woke up at 10+am.. cos i'm so afraid that i'll miss the registeration time. then after registration still went bpp with mum.. meet xw etc.. i feel so seh now. brain not functioning well now.
but still, I'M GOING OUT NOW.. ok, i better get lost now. else i'll be late again.
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Its 6.13AM and i'm still not aslp. i think i'll only sleep after i register my subjects later on.. that is, after 1pm.. cos i'm afraid i can't wake up!
in case you guys wonder why i'm still awake at this time.. i watched soccer again. brasil vs ghana and france vs spain.
YAY. brasil won!!! i'm sooo happy :)
sch has reopen for the pri and sec sch students.. ngee ann and sp too.. so.. business sucks like hell in taka. not many people.. thus time passes damn slow. i can even sit down there and take a nap!!
look.. this is what happens when there's no customers.
sharon...
wth is bee leng doing? she gets so fed up that time passes so slowly!
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xw booked a one night chalet for me at Downtown East IF i'm not wrong. hee. felt so guilty cos she's planning these things yet i was busy watching soccer last nite!
England vs Ecuador. 1-0. DAMN! why not 2-0. hahaha! machiam i betting right? lolx...
Portugal vs Netherlands - 1-0. DAMN AGAIN!
i'm no longer the lucky star. LOLX..
but i had this gut feeling that portugal will win though all of them told me holland is better.. holland will win. but i just cldn't imagine the papers today saying holland won lah. so u see.. hai. sad. netherlands was really much better lo. why? for me this kinda person who watch soccer... i duno de rules or whatever.. but i still am able to feel that netherlands was better means its really better lah. hehehe... but fyi, i only watch soccer during worldcup.. i like seeing them goal goal goal!!
ok, bout the chalet thingy.. i duno who to ask now. fyi, its just not a party but.. aiyo, i also duno. cos i nv plan. lol.. hahaha.. sec sch friends definitely invited.. poly friends.. wanna invite.. uni friends also.. but then.. xw plan de.. its seems more like a sec sch thingy to me. hahaha..
ok, i think i'm gonna be late. meeting dear azrin at 1pm for lunch b4 i head off to work. but i'm still here blogging and i've not prepared yet!!
will this yr's bday be a memorable one? its just a few days away.. to make it memorable, its simple... just turn up on that day. please don't put aeroplane... it'll be known on wednesday.. and yeah, FRIDAY && SUNDAY :)
ok, babe i'm fair now isn't it? heh.
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24th June' 06 - JJ's concert!
went JJ's concert last night with alvin. I find the concert not bad.. its my first time going such concerts.. so i can't compare. heh. he's so nice! i didn't know that this is his first concert. heh.
anyway, alvin and i were betting which is the last song that he will sing. he chose jiang nan.. so i got no choice.. i chose hui you na me yi tian. he was the one who suggested betting k.. the one who lose will treat supper. lolx.. and towards the end, jj still hasn't sing jiang nan! and i duno why he so stupid wanna change with me. lolx.. say he wanna change to hui you na me yi tian. OK LO. so i agreed jiang nan. compare these 2 songs .. of cos JJ will sing jiang nan right? that song made him so popular! in the end, of cos i won. HAHAHA. he's always like that lah. LOLX..
ok lah, just blogging for fun.. i needa leave my house early today. can't be late cos i'm working with the boss's daughter!
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i'm still thinking hard what i want for my birthday.
but the thing i want cannot be bought.. my friends can't give..
SO WHAT DO I WANT?? bday gift also so hard to think man...
xw's planning how to celebrate my bday. wow, so cool to have a friend to plan for you right? she's just so nice lah. i love her truckloads. she wanted hotel, wanted chalet, wanted this and that.. haha. BUT ITS SO LAST MIN! and and, georgie's party on 1st.. so even if have.. also on my actual bday.. 2nd july. WHICH IS A SUNDAY. but i heard its youth day the next day..
but even if have, also not gonna invite many people. just few close ones.
so if got, those who are working or studying or whatever-ing pls make yourself free. you know who you are if i were to invite you. HAHAHA.
but maybe end up only dinner with family or.. i duno. hurr.
ok, why am i not excited at all huh? so weird.
TODAY, 2 CUSTOMERS PISSED ME OFF AGAIN! WHAT ATTITUDE WAS THAT!! grrr..
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BRASIL WON!!!!!
WOAHOO! i love brasil!! they beat japan! expected la! japan scored first.. lolx! they are always like that.. goal first but end up the other party will catch up with them. it happened for that aussie vs japan match too. hahaha.. the score was 4-1. well done brasil. heh! the match was super exciting can! shouted so loud when it goal.. haha.. mum woke up. lolx.. eh, i didn't know kaka got chesthair. LOLX.. ok, i'm mad. super excited over that game and i can't slp now. tralala.
i want a big present. :)))))))))))))
HMM, i'm THINKING what do i want for my bday now. babe's asking me but i really don't know what i want la! and i need to tell her tmr.. can u buy for me when i know what i want? hahaha! it doesn't matter if its after bday. haha.. you owe me one present can liao!
ok, i love my kid now. her siblings are even cuter. i've been quite busy with work recently. but i'm gonna take many many off next wk! cos my bday is getting nearer. babe's gonna celebrate for me on friday. she's super excited! but for me, okok lo. hehehe..
i haven't hear frm miss chye xiaowei since last wk! wonder what is she doing now. i miss her craziness lah. haha.. and miss azrin suggested us going out together cos she wanna laugh at xw.. so mean leh.. but the two of them are so funny. they can really make me laugh when they are together. hahaha!
agnes agnes when are we gonna meet?! i miss you too!
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just came back from tuition.
my aunt just bought a puppy. this crazy aunty of mine.. keeps telling me how adorable her puppy is. she name it BABY. and this baby is so pampered! his haircut costs RM60 bucks each time.. he has got clothings... needs to slp in air-con room.. has got a blanket.. always follow my aunt.. and he listens to her. ok lah, frm what she says.. i find him adorable. but i haven seen him b4 yet.. i heard my all my cousins love this puppy very much. i was on the phone with my aunt yest.. and know what she says..? 'baby.. wake up le ah.. aiyo.. come, come mummy here...' -.-'' i was telling her, 'eh, you trying to say you are a bitch arh?! hahaha!'
this baby cries when he doesnt' get to see his MUMMY. lolx.. today she called me again.. told her i have to give tuition in de evening. and she said, 'eh, teach my baby ABC leh..' SHE'S MAD LARH. hahaha!
ok, IF i'm not wrong. brasil vs japan later. WOAHOO! gonna watch it!! its a MUST!!
okok. i am gonna slp now so that i won't doze off later. i better wake up. anyone care to gimme a call? hahaha!
oh did i mention? i am going lin jun jie's concert this saturday with alvin. he paid for me. hurhurr. anyone going too?
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the venezians greeting you good morning...
Sophia, me, sharon & beeleng
sharon and me. we're the 2 shorties in venezia :) hahaha!
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its 1.45am now.
i haven't bathe yet.. been facing the comp since i reached home.
gonna make myself bz this week. gonna bury myself with work though its just 5 bucks per hr.
here comes the photos.
babe's 21st bday surprise
she, hiding behind de door.
babe, don't scold me. but thank me for not putting the other photo.
her cake
xiaowei, azrin and me. we took this pics lots of times.
at azrin's party
bek's flowers and cake
1b-ians'98
look at my face compared with xw's. told u i can't drink. i'm allergic.
ngee ann graduation. so nice right? :)
his graduation
alvin and me. lame i know.
me guanhong and lilian. acting stupid again. heh
ok, i need to bathe now. working at 12pm tmr. tuition after that. yes, i love to be busy now.
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just reached home not long ago.
ever felt scared/lost when you are stuck outside your house in the wee hours? my family slept like a pig no matter how many times i pressed the doorbell/call the house. i only realised that i forgot to bring my keys when i wanted to open the door. that feeling sucks. and its so scary to be alone outside where everywhere is just so quiet, dark and cold.
and the worst thing is, no one is there for you. forget it, just my luck.
went j.e kbox with lilian and guanhong yesterday afternoon [i hate to blog at this time cos i have to say 'yesterday' now]. towards the end.. we kept repeating shan hu hai. heh. speaking of miss ong lilian, she told me she was super bored enough to read all my entries in that 2 yr old blog of mine! omg. anyway, gh was kind enough to send us to tiong bahru.. after which i met my poly classmates for steamboat at bugis. not bad, food was alright lah.. what matters most was the company. it felt like a big family gathering there to have steamboat.
after steamboat, we head down to liquid kitchen to chill out and watched soccer! lao da foot the bill. so kind of him :)
it was funny to see how the players 'act' as if they were injured badly but ended up with a yellow card. LOLX.. super good acting skills but do they know that there are so many cameras down there?? ahaha!
and did anyone watch the match -england vs trinidad? it was super funny when that guy's that part was injured and he was rubbing [thats how gh said. LOLX] it. my sister asked 'does he know that the whole world is looking at him!?' lolx! ok i know i'm very bad.
btw, to all my friends out there. i doubt i'll be celebrating my 21st bday. initially i thought i wanted a chalet.. azrin did ask me to check that time but it was fully booked. then.. i've been thinking it wld be so troublesome to invite people and worrying who might not turn up for the party and such [ i know some of my friends very well judging frm the parties i've attended so far].
i just don't like it when i get answers like 'shld be can...', 'sure no prob! [but end up last min put aeroplane], 'i duno leh.. will confirm with you...' or no replies. it scares me when i see how stressed azrin was that time. and the most important thing is, george has just sent out his invitation that his bday party wld be on the 1ST of july. his bday is on 7th jul but he's celebrating it in advance, which means one day before my birthday. my bday is on a sunday. if i were to hold a party, it wld definitely/most prob be on sat rite? since sunday pple needa book in and such.. my poly friends were suggesting lunch for my party and dinner for george's. -.-
so, final decision. i'm not gonna celebrate mine. sad thing right?
i wish : on this bday [and in the yrs to come], i just wish my friend out there, who means alot to me, will remember my birthday.
i'll be the happiest girl on earth that day.
ok, i needa slp.
gd nite.
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finished watching the soccer match just now. england vs trinidad (isit? hahaha!) yay! england won. i still like my owen. lolx.. and i like kaka frm brasil too :))) i hope brasil will win this worldcup again.
i wanted to upload some photos but i can't seem to find that card reader. i'm kinda lazy too. since there's poly gathering tmr, maybe i shall upload this weekend? hopefully. wonder who's going tmr. thank god i ain't the organiser though i was the one who suggested steamboat. as usual, ktv is cancelled. i didn't learn my lesson. DID I? i do feel like working tmr since beeleng n yongjun are working!
i hate it when people put aeroplane. it just really turns me off. everytime this happens, xiaowei will appear in my mind. can't help thinking how she complains to me too.
its either a straight yes if you wanna come or a straight no if you don't wanna come.
ktv's cancelled now. SO WHAT AM I GONNA DO THE WHOLE DAY b4 meeting them at 7pm? i hate it when the mood is there and everything's well planned and then last min come telling me everything's cancelled. argh. lyn n xiaoqi are gonna shop first.. haven't gave her a reply cos i duno if i wanna go anot. suntec? i don't really like to go there.. that's an unlucky place for me. i duno why. and i hate to walk that link. called lilian just now but i guess she's aslp. hai..
boring friday.
steamboat in the evening. just hope it'll turn out good.
ok, my blog is flooded with complaints here and there. but what to do... azrin that bitchy bitch and xw are gonna be in KL over the wkend. agnes busy with i duno what. as for alvin.. i also duno.. think he's busy too.
but still, i'm a happy girl tonight, for a reason :)
ok, another match has started. shall go watch now.
gdnite :)
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i'm off today.
went to azrin's birthday party on saturday and stayed over for a night. surprisingly, i didn't take that many photos like other bday parties i attended. the only ones we took was with agnes when we were eating. not gonna say much here cos there's nothing much to say except one word, disappointed!
after we left the chalet, i met alvin for lunch and then xiaowei & yunhui [xw's sista] to shop for mdm bek's present as well as to collect her cake. end up xw only bought her fav tulips. flowers are so expensive. don't know why some people like flowers.. such a waste of money.. flowers will die somemore..
xiaowei, huiwen, joan and i gave her a surprise. of cos.. the rest of the family members know.. haha. she ah, same as azrin.. needa go change b4 taking fotos. lolx.. she let us drink some jap duno what wine lah.. n now i'm having rashes all over. so itchy. grrr. my face and whole body was super red after drinking that small cup u know. its just 12% alcohol. i really can't drink man :(
shall upload the fotos soon. i think my dad brought the camera out. can't upload.
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today's my chinese bday! and its ruiru's 18th bday too! and and.. its azrin's party today!
everyone came wishing me in MSN. lolx.. its only CHINESE lah. i'm beginning to get sick of blogging. i think there's so much things to blog that i feel so lazy.
we had EXTREMELY RUDE customers yesterday. although i'm a singaporean, but i just simply can't stand some other singaporeans who don't even know BASIC COURTESY.
we're taught to greet customers 'miss, mdm, sir' correct? but why don't we see customers greeting us that way? some customers are really fucked up u know. imagine an aunty who calls us AUNTY. wth. you in yr forties calling us aunties or uncles. what are you then? AH MA LARH. and i hate it when customers say 'GIMME BLAH BLAH BLAH...' can you pls say 'I would like to have....' stupid leh this people! they're just so RUDE! and some wanna try. WE KNOW. we are gonna get de spoons let them try liao lor! and they so scared that we scoop for them or what? 'TRY TRY TRY' yah lah i know lah!
ahhh, one thing we always laugh is how they pronounce the flavours. this is INTERESTING :)
a few common ones,
black sesame - 'black see-same'
tiramisu - 'ti-ra-mi-shu', 'ta-ra-mi-shu'
pistachio -'pi-ka-chu'
strawberry - 'staw-belly'
tartufo - 'tar-tar-fu' , 'da-dou-fu' [sounds like 'big tofu']
dark chocolate- 'black chocolate'
yoggi - 'yo-g'
they have many different kinds of pronounciation that can make u laugh. and some pronounce until we really don't know what they want.
yesterday was TERRIBLE. whenever i think back, i still get very angry. but i feel a sense of satisfaction inside me when i think of how bee leng scolds the customer. she looks gentle on the outside but don't you dare provoke her. if you treat her nice, she's really nice. a nice girl lah.
its the 10th today. and we haven't got our pay. BL went to tell the boss daughter off. haha! she dares! why not! this made her furious yesterday.
rem this company has got lots of rules? i was asked to work earlier yesterday. was called the very last min k. stupid thing is, our salary of the day has to be forfeited if we cannot work the v last min. but why don't we see that we can get extra pay if we were asked to work earlier the v last minute? and normally we have 3 staffs working on a FRIDAY. but because yest one staff cldn't work, and the rest didn't wanna work, me and bl had to work 3 peoples' job. NOT FAIR ISN'T IT. somemore its a FRIDAY. the crowd started frm 7+near 8 and the queue was so long that we cldn't even see the donut and djuice shop! for goodness sake, there's only the 2 of us. we slogged like hell and were treated like hell.
one irritating customer w an attitude face asked bl not to scrape the ice cream. bl's blood was boiling i tell you. i was standing at the other end scooping and i cld hear her.
bl: 'Excuse me, the ice cream may seem easy to scoop but its not ok! its very hard you know! if you want you come in and scoop lah!'
she came to my side and scoop. 'i've never seen such an irritating customer lor. shen1 qi4 leh! we so busy liao still ask for so much. the ice cream is so hard lor! think so easy ah!'
i heard the word fuck frm her mouth. FIRST TIME. she made him so paiseh in front of everyone. SERVES HIM RIGHT.
you know, sometimes you have to be fierce to them to show them that we're not to be trifled. the rest of the customers behind suddenly became soooooo polite saying thank you to us.
then the next incident. this one WORSE OK! FUCKING MOTHER CAME AND SCOLD ME. taka was about to close..
mum and son who is about 11 yrs old came and buy ice cream.
mum: 'i want 2 single cups. one durian and one [i forgot the flavour.]
son: i don't want that flavour! i want vanilla!
that was what i heard. then taka gate closed..
son: 'don't close!' HE CRIED.
i dont know for what! he's already 11 yrs old and his mum was beside him lor! scared cannot get out huh! then don't buy ice cream lah!
mum: ' dont worry we can get out.. i love you'
i was still waiting down there trying to confirm with her the flavours. fed up, i scooped durian first.
the mum began to panic that his son was crying and wants to get outta de place asap.
mum: 'eh your service very slow leh! scoop ice cream also so slow! what kind of service is this!'
i was very shocked. i STARED at her. cursing her deep down. bee leng heard.
bl: excuse me! what our service slow! your son is crying and you come and scold us for what. you can get out from the other way lor! you order so slow and you want us to serve you fast!'
the mum was bz down there asking son not to cry at the same time rattling non-stop bout us.
i was super angry at that point in time and then i just scolded loudly 'FUCK LARH!!!!!'
KAOX! nv seen what an unreasonable customer! if you guys wanna buy ice cream. don't hiam so much. u think its easy to do? come and try yrself ya? let me tell you, the ice cream esp the choc ones are damn hard. and if you see only 2 staffs down there, don't hurry us ok. we're trying our best to serve you and stop giving us attitudes and come here scolding us like our fault like that. customers are always right. BULLSHIT! if you think you're in a rush, then DON'T BUY. you want us to treat you good, give us the right attitude too.
argh. sophia said taka customers are always like that. SO RUDE. really you know. bth. did i mention bout the other day when someone rushed bl.. oh another thing in case you guys don't know. if you wanna order 2 or more flavours, if you want yr ice cream to look nice, tell us all the flavours you want first. because if you order one hard and one soft, of cos we will put the hard one first. if not the soft one will come out. so one customer came to buy a tub that day. bl was waiting for her to say her flavours. she said one. then bl waited for the other.
customer: 'can u faster scoop that first! i'm in a rush!'
so rude ok! her tone! cannot stand her!
luckily i didn't serve her. then while bl was scooping halfway, i borrowed the spade frm her. of cos if she scoop tub i scoop cup lend me the spade first lah.
customer:' excuse me, i'm in a rush u know? CAN U PLS FASTER?'
bl: 'i know! pls stop rushing us! we have only got one spade ok!'
she kept quiet.
these are the irritating customers. more stories. don't wanna say liao. say le get even angrier. stupid company stupid customers.
ok, i know i've been complaining all day long. but just cant help it. you will know how it feels when you are treated that way!!
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8th June 2006 - da jie left for dubai & azrin's 21st bday
i made an attempt to blog last night when i reached home. i learnt my lesson last time but i forgot again. blogger can't be trusted! it failed on me last nite. you know how it feels blogging everything down when you have the mood and then everything's gone when blogger has got error. so remember!! pls copy b4 you click publish!
i think i'm so suay these few days. did i step on some dog poops or what? i've got a no of things to blog. so this entry will be a long one :)
firstly, da jie quit Silkair and joined Emirates. so she left for dubai last nite.. i duno when will she come back. we didn't send her off.. given her character, i'm sure she can adapt to the life there. i'm kinda missing her right now! you know what? my xiaomei cried when she left. but she never cry when i left for aussie!
secondly, xiaowei and i gave azrin a SURPRISE(!!!) last nite! hahaha.. i'm not gonna blog in details. too lazy and not in de mood to do that now.. hahaha.. i blogged it last nite but it was gone!! ;( you should see funny xiaowei was man.. she thought i brought a table there to get ready babe's cake.. that table was azrin's neighbour's. and it just so happened the table was outside so i borrowed it lah. hahha.. you should also see how xiaowei light the candles. the fire kept burning her hand. also, you should see how she ran up the stairs when she heard some noises.. you should see how she ran away when azrin's mum opened de door. i duno what she's afraid of. lolx.. babe's mum laughed too! hahaha! cos its simply so funnY! when you put azrin and xiaowei together, you can laugh non-stop. lolx.. and babe's qn was funny. why xiaowei huh? or rather, hahaahaha! i hope that was a memorable surprise for miss azrin. and i brought sth, which i can't blog here... babe, you better not tag that thing here ok! super nice and memorable right! so nice and pretty! you better put it in yr wallet NOT on the fridge ok!
thirdly, i met an irritating pig face big size kiasu singaporean on my way home yesterday!! i'm too lazy to blog bout that now. shall blog that if de mood comes..
gonna post some pics when de mood comes too... you know, you won't have that mood to type everything again lah. its simply so ... hai, irritating. blogger sucks. btw, azrin will kill me if i post them. hahahaa.. it was xw who reminded me NOT to show azrin the fotos cos we know v well she'll delete them. *evil laugh*
lastly, tuition has started and the kid is super guai.. her name is TOH SIYING. hahaha.. ok, only uni friends will get what i mean. i think her parents are stressing her alot. she's just a P2 kid who has got band one for both eng and maths. but her parents want MORE. omg. its not only stressful for the kid, but for me too ok. we shall see how it goes then.
till then, lookout for more updates/pics :)
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shagged.
i know. this big-but-not-so-big issue is here this wk. because, EXAMS RESULT are out. and i see everyone blogging that. even miss agnes who hasn't been updating her blog since april i think. i see spider webs growing there. i can't even tag now!
i was working yest when suddenly miss joan sms-ed me saying results are out. my heart was beating damn fast! next moment i heard a grp of people outside de ice cream stall saying 'hey results out liao i don't dare to see leh!'
see? news can spread so fast.
and then... my phone kept beeping.. smses and calls kept coming in asking how's results and stuffs. of cos i cldn't check mine.. but i asked sophia to help me check.
i'm quite disappointed in my results [of cos i can't compare btw poly and uni] but at the same time.. i glad i passed all :)
ok, i have to bathe now. i'm so tired this wk... having lunch w family then gotta rush for tuition later. grr. i hope the parents don't piss me off. sighs. tmr working long hrs again. why am i so pia-ing for work huh?
chatting with somone now. babe's friend. and i get so irritated and pissed with him. i'm so tired now and i get so irritated by him. isn't it obvious i don't wanna answer your qn? i'm getting so irritated by you. i don't know why. GET LOST.
i planned to work only one day this wk. but end up.. i'm still working on monday wednesday thursday and friday. whats de difference then.. just that i'm not working on wkends.
i really need to go.
bye.
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its one of the times where i feel frustrated in so many things. be it venezia, the upcoming irritating ~!#$%^&* tuition, rs and friends.
i've got so many things up in my mind currently that i think i may explode anytime. i have de urge to write so many things but when this blogger pg loads, everything goes blank. and only tears roll down my cheeks.
i don't know why i feel stressful all of a sudden. the new semester hasn't started yet. speaking of this, exam results coming out on de 6th of june, which is like, 2 days away?
i reached home bout an hr ago. its an off day for me today but sadly, i gotta work tmr :( how i wish money will just fall down frm de sky. why ain't i born in a rich family? in that case, i don't have to work.
i didn't know planning my work schedule for next wk can be that tough. its not that i'm really a busy woman or what. i wanna work cos i wanna earn money. i don't come frm a rich family. besides that, there's so many upcoming 21 bday parties this yr. i think or rather, i'm very sure i spent most of my money on my friends than on myself. but i don't mind. now, to plan my work schedule, i have to think of so many things. to think of de days i have to set aside for bf, for friends, for family, for things i have to do. but this wk seems so difficult to plan! and for goodness sake, i'm just selling ice cream, not some big business. -.-
lets say this wk, i can't work on sat and sun for sure cos its babe's bday. but now where will i have de time for alvin then? monday? was supposed to have tuition. thank goodness i haven't give sophia my schedule cos that tutor's mum came and change de day to tuesday. and i thought i will save tues for dinner with family cos my elder sis is leaving for dubai this wed. but she herself can't confirm w me too. put that aside, i need to do something. but now i need to do it alone. i need xw's help. now i have to see when xw will be free. i thought i cld work on wed but doubt so now. cos will be sending dajie off. we don't even know what time is her flight.. and i've got sth on that nite. so definitely can't do closing. thurs tuition again. and fri? so do i leave that day for alvin then? he can't confirm with me too, can he? i need to give sophia my schedule tmr.
but there's so much things now and everything's not confirm. how to give..
if i give and plan things according to my plan, what if last min there's changes? remember? i need to pay venezia or my pay gets cut off or whatever crap.
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so now what am i supposed to do? i hate it when everything is well planned and then its cancelled de v last min. last wk too. supposed to go ktv with uni classmates rem? i planned to work at 5pm. even gave time in case we are going to eat after singing. but it was cancelled the very last min again. So now what? i stayed at home till it was time for me to work at 5pm. if i knew earlier, i wld have just told sophia that i'll come at 12pm so that i can work longer hrs. its always cancelled de v last min. and i had to bloody work just 5.5hrs on a FRIDAY that has god damn many people, just earning that mere few bucks. i had to do CLOSING somemore.
ARGH.
on a lighter note, i met up with the polyclassmates just now.. the usual people but pris jeck denise and nelly didn't go. and of course, mr jacky chew wasn't there either. he was busy at mediacorp. we bought xiaoqi's bday present and had our meal at duno what sushi. not sakae, i forgot the name. it was a buffet and we only had 20min b4 the last order. we ordered LOTS of food and ended up, the stupid waitress came hinting us that there'll be a charge for the wastage of food. hello? we haven't finish eating yet. we didn't show signs that we were bout to go.. alright, though we really can't finish lah, the guys helped to finish de food.. but at least u can tell that to us when we ask for the bill right? =x
after meal, we took a cab down to liquid kitchen for a drink. ok, i spent quite alot today. so broke -.- i need my pay! met alvin after that for movie. x-men. the show's not bad. not as bad as what some of my friends comment. i duno why freddie can tell me he fell aslp halfway through.
i need to slp.
i'm mentally tired.
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