Sunday, December 17, 2006 @3:27 PM
freaking bored at home. I HATE TO STAY AT HOME NOW.
for this
period.. i hate to stay at home cos i still don't think i feel good when i'm stuck at home.
so much for fixing a date on 17th dec. been postphoning tilll god knows when.. whats de pt of fixing a date when end up, you have this and that on.. might as well don't fix. it defeats de purpose isn't it?
i don't seem to enjoy this holiday. i'm feeling so upset.. i don't know why.
was taken aback what mark said last night, telling me i was more cheerful during my poly days.
if only i could turn back time. i hate to admit it. but if i were to be given another chance, i would have chosen de other path..
just finished one litre of tears. tearing because of this? or because of de love azrin has showered me with..?
? every page of my imagination