Saturday, September 02, 2006 @11:30 PM
2nd september, its 2nd september.
whats so special bout this date?
i had de urge to blog out everything bout how i felt when i was at my house downstairs just now. but my mind's in a blank now.
tears kept flowing as i scrolled down de contact list. who to call, who to listen to my probs?
i know i needed someone to talk to. babe was on de phone.. but i don't know what to say. i just kept quiet.
prolly because i'm stressed. stressed up with de never ending schwork. lab reports, assignments, tutorials, and lectures that i don't understand at all. tests are coming de week after next. but still, i made an effort to spare some time tonight.
in fact, it all started last night. all de misunderstandings maybe. but i hate being accused. accused for things which i never even do. never even intend to do. and things got worse just now. how would u feel when you are stressed up with work already, and you are already on yr way out.. but you made a u-turn back after another quarrel.
i was left with nowhere to go. wanted to talk on de phone w anyone i thought of, maybe to accompany me as i wander on de streets but at de same time, i wished to be left alone. wanted to go home, but i didn't want de parents to see de swollen eyes and ask this and that..
i wanna go somewhere to destress but at de same time, i am worried bout my sch work esp my lab report.
for now, its only when i'm
really upset, that i'll have that courage... de courage to press call/send.
off to watch click.
? every page of my imagination
