Sunday, July 02, 2006 @6:22 AM
2nd july'06before i start penning down this entry,
i'll like to say..
Happy 21st birthday to myself & Wenjie.just had my bath.. cabbed home after watching soccer + mac breakfast at george's house. i drank lots of baileys and thus my skin is red and itchy now. its kinda aching too. i don't know why.
anyway, alex our cptc instructor gave me 50 bucks for my bday. so nice of him..
21st doesn't seem to be a good start for me. i don't feel good at all.. i feel like crying each time i pen down an entry. i feel like crying each time i watch a soccer match.
i was hoping for england to win portugal. but port won. i seriously hate LAMPARD. why did he miss that penalty? he always can't goal.. maybe cos he doesn't have de luck or what.. you can see it from the last few matches. i don't know why that coach go and choose lampard. first one somemore AND HE REALLY DIDN'T GOAL. i tell you, i was really CURSING AND SWEARING non-stop. i know he's trying his best but argh.. :(
i know england wldn't make it to the champion. but brasil!? brasil didn't win too. so sad... both teams that i love most are disqualified within a night. on my bday somemore :(
i felt something missing while watching these 2 matches. it doesn't seem to be like the past few matches.. i don't seem to enjoy it. i've gotten used to
that [cheering and being so excited when one team goals.. cos i know its
not only me watching
alone though i'm at home watching alone] and its suddenly gone like that. i hate that feeling.
sighs.. semi finals next. semi finals.. it seems to
hurt upset me. i don't feel like watching alone.
i
thought my 21st wld be a memorable one. a memorable and happy one. but now, it doesn't seem to be what i thought. it is a memorable one, but a painful one though..
what's wrong?pls...
cheer me up...
i wonder how will i be able to wake up later and be in town by 12pm. and i've gotta rush down to chalet later on..
i am mentally tired
? every page of my imagination
