Saturday, June 17, 2006 @4:25 AM
just reached home not long ago.
ever felt scared/lost when you are stuck outside your house in the wee hours? my family slept like a pig no matter how many times i pressed the doorbell/call the house. i only realised that i forgot to bring my keys when i wanted to open the door. that feeling sucks. and its so scary to be alone outside where everywhere is just so quiet, dark and cold.
and the worst thing is, no one is there for you. forget it, just my luck.
went j.e kbox with lilian and guanhong yesterday afternoon [i hate to blog at this time cos i have to say 'yesterday' now]. towards the end.. we kept repeating shan hu hai. heh. speaking of miss ong lilian, she told me she was super bored enough to read all my entries in that 2 yr old blog of mine! omg. anyway, gh was kind enough to send us to tiong bahru.. after which i met my poly classmates for steamboat at bugis. not bad, food was alright lah.. what matters most was the company. it felt like a big family gathering there to have steamboat.
after steamboat, we head down to liquid kitchen to chill out and watched soccer! lao da foot the bill. so kind of him :)
it was funny to see how the players 'act' as if they were injured badly but ended up with a yellow card. LOLX.. super good acting skills but do they know that there are so many cameras down there?? ahaha!
and did anyone watch the match -england vs trinidad? it was super funny when that guy's that part was injured and he was rubbing [thats how gh said. LOLX] it. my sister asked 'does he know that the whole world is looking at him!?' lolx! ok i know i'm very bad.
btw, to all my friends out there. i doubt i'll be celebrating my 21st bday. initially i thought i wanted a chalet.. azrin did ask me to check that time but it was fully booked. then.. i've been thinking it wld be so troublesome to invite people and worrying who might not turn up for the party and such [ i know some of my friends very well judging frm the parties i've attended so far].
i just don't like it when i get answers like 'shld be can...', 'sure no prob! [but end up last min put aeroplane], 'i duno leh.. will confirm with you...' or no replies. it scares me when i see how stressed azrin was that time. and the most important thing is, george has just sent out his invitation that his bday party wld be on the 1ST of july. his bday is on 7th jul but he's celebrating it in advance, which means one day before my birthday. my bday is on a sunday. if i were to hold a party, it wld definitely/most prob be on sat rite? since sunday pple needa book in and such.. my poly friends were suggesting lunch for my party and dinner for george's. -.-
so, final decision. i'm not gonna celebrate mine. sad thing right?
i wish :
on this bday [and in the yrs to come], i just wish my friend out there, who means alot to me, will remember my birthday.i'll be the happiest girl on earth that day.
ok, i needa slp.
gd nite.
