Friday, June 30, 2006 @11:16 AM
i'm
angry disappointed. i'm upset. upset over certain things..
i didn't want a party or anything complicated for my 21st birthday.
all i wanted/hoped for this 21st bday, is just to celebrate with the person i love most. but i'm touched by what xw has done for me.. by booking a chalet, maybe just to chill out or what.. and this is gonna be within our secondary sch friends. i never invite my poly/uni friends cos its xw who orgnanised this for me.. i'm touched by what azrin and agnes are gonna plan later in de day. i'm not sure where we are going.. cos she refused to tell me and just asked me to follow wherever they go.
like i said in my previous entries.. i don't wanna create any unnecessary 'stress' for my bday.. when i see how azrin felt for her party. i know nothing bout the plans for my birthday. and i never send out any invitations.. but if you guys are reading this..
nanying, qinwei, joan, huiwen, xiangqin, azrin, agnes and of cos my dear friend xiaowei.. you people are all included in this chalet thing.. need i say out.. i thought you guys should know who you are.. of course, i know must invite personally.. but everything's not confirmed yet.. its sunday i know.. i'll msg of course. but wait till everything's confirmed.
seriously speaking, i don't feel good right now. but i know azrin and agnes has planned sth for me. i must be happy, right?
silly you may say. i never regretted what i did.
sophia keeps asking me for next wk schedule now. AGAIN, i can't give cos i can't confirm which day i can work.
ok, i need to prepare.
cheer me up.
? every page of my imagination
