because i was taught to dream

Thursday, May 11, 2006 @12:36 AM

I realised something. I can post a happy entry but the next moment, i can post either an upset entry or an entry for me to vent out all my frustrations.

Here again, i don't feel good tonight. i can be telling my friends what to do, lending them a listening ear but at the same time, i realised that i can't even settle my own problem. who's there to lend me a listening ear then? who's there to comfort me and tell me what to do, telling me whats wrong and who's wrong.

indeed, it feels much better after pouring out everything. and only azrin knows it best. she knows what happened and she calms me down. she has her own way of handling me. i can't imagine if she's not here for me.

of cos besides her, i still have other friends. friend who call immediately with just a :'( sms. but i wasn't in the right mood to talk. how to talk when i'm crying.. sorry. but i appreciate that.

i don't think i'm in the wrong this time. not at all.

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