because i was taught to dream

Friday, April 14, 2006 @3:09 PM

Sometimes i hate myself so much, for falling so deeply in love. cos i'm de one who ends up getting hurt.

a guy can be sweet n nice w his words. but his real ugly words can be so hurting that it seems like there's a thousand needles piercing right thru yr heart when u hear that.

sometimes u feel numb bout it.. but u know, yr heart is crying.

love. i no longer trust and wonder if it still [or does] exist. i've quite lost faith in this word called love.

why am i suffering now?

i wonder how those rs out there lasts.. i wonder how married couples cld be together for de rest of their lives..

? every page of my imagination