*YAWNS*
i'm tired. very tired. in fact, i dozed off on de bike just now.. yes i know.. its dangerous. this wk is a rather 'free' week for me cos thermo test is over. sucks. i know i'm not gonna score well again. besides this, i haven't done much constructive work this wk.. lets see what i've been doing.
mon.. went town with jmei and lyn. bought present for alvin.. tues.. wanted to study.. instead, went to order a cake for him.. which was a surprise meant for him.. then made for him a card.. yeah.. another day wasted. wed.... went muchuan cos he's performing there. really wanna thank lyn for accompanying me there. hee. she helped me with de cake.. de wrapper.. blah blah..
i hope he really did have a memorable 21st bday. this poor fella gotta spend his 21st bday in sembawang camp. i thought it'll be nice to give him a surprise since we didn't buy a cake for him when he celebrated w his buddies. so i msged his frens and asked if they cld stay back after de performance.. unfortunately yilun n lawrence cldn't make it. qijian even accidentally replied him instead of me. -_-''. Luckily alvin didn't suspect a single thing.. everything went on smoothly.. except de fact tt it was QUITE embarrassing to give him de cake in front of everyone. yes.. its not only our table. actually lyn suggested me giving it to him on de stage.. she said its sweet.. but its so super diu lian.. qj suggested we celebrating at our table.. but then duno why/who go announce its his birthday and tadah.. hurhurr.. see dear! EVERYONE sang de bday song for u can! don't u feel honoured? heh.
btw, during de performance.. we were discussing bout who's de most shuai among them.. i mean, all of them not v shuai lah. just choosing de best among those .. erm.. get what i mean? lolx.. we all agreed on one person.. i didn't find him familiar until i saw that evaluation form.. there's this name 'Victor Yap'. Kranjians... find this name familar? THE WORLD IS SO SMALL... omg.. babe's ex-bf... aha.. can it be considered as ex-bf? haha...
ok.. pics again..
taken at kbox last wk
got this frm his hp
alicia, huizi, me and lyn
mr alvin khoo
tt thing on his cake
dear n me..
huizi, qijian, dear, me, lyn, alicia @ muchuan
thats me and victor. he looks so shy in sec sch. nv expect he can sing!
the horny keychain he gave me.. quite blur lah..
now u see it...
now u don't!
dear's gonna bk in wef tmr :( met him in town together with lilian. guess what? its de first time they meet, and its de first time i see lilian cry. don't b so sad ger.. alvin bullied her. heh.. jk.. spent the last day with him today..(hey, sound like we're gonna die/nv gonna see each other again. ha~) he gave me a treat at fish and co.. went to that changi aiport there.. passed by that SAF ferry terminal. this is de first time i been there. so thats how it looks like... the place where they ferry the botaks to TEKONG...~
people been asking me how i feel... i told them i don't feel anything. not yet, until this afternoon.. when gh found out tt he's going sembawang camp tmr.. he told me quite a no of things bout this NDU. i didn't know how prestigious it was. yah. i only know bout OCS.. ..god... i think its worse than tekong. i thought i'll be able to take it, just like how i did de previous time. but seems like it doesn't seem to be now! wth am i talking abt.. k, i'm slpy. but anyway, was thinking throughout my journey home just now.. no one's gonna talk to me when i feel stressed/bored.. no one's gonna send me home when i stay out late... no one's there to quarrel with me.. no one's there to talk cock with me... no one's there to irritate me.. hee.. i make him sound so bad, hor? i sound as if i've got no frens at all. lolx.. i suddenly realised tt i'm so dependent on him. =x
sighs. gonna miss him truckloads i guess.
gtg...
gd nite
? every page of my imagination
