Sunday, March 19, 2006 @6:26 PM
i'm having this weird feeling inside me. i don't know if its stress, or if its because of other reasons. maybe its stress. exam's coming in less than a month. but i know nothing bout my schwork. i'm terribly lagging behind. i wanna study but i don't know where to start from. i have projects, presentations in hand.. and these always take up my time and i've no time left for revision. and now, my weekends are definitely gone cos i only get to meet alvin on wkends. wkdays.. by the time i get home, its already evening time.. then i gotta have my dinner.. and i'll be tired by the time i wanna start work.. sighs. 24hrs a day is never enough for students. i don't seem to have a problem with my studies when i was in poly. i admit i'm getting lazier.. sighs. i really need to buck up, else sucky results again this semester. the thought of organic chem and maths really scares me off :(
next.. alvin. i still feel abit weird tt he's now in NS. he used to be there for me whenever i need him.. he talks to me whenever i want to.. whenever i feel bored.. whenever i miss him.. whenever i don't feel good. but now.. things are different. he's not as free as he used to be. he can't be here whenever i don't feel good.. he can't possibly talk to me when i need him in the day. he's booking in later.. sighs. and now, weekends are the only days i look forward to. i can't wait for exams to be over. i can't wait to graduate from uni. get over and done with this uni life asap.
i want my holidays. 3 mths. i can get to slack.. earn money.. do the things i like to do.
hai.. anyway, had dinner at Seoul Garden with him... after tt, we went to watch this movie called.. erm.. i forgot. hurhur. tt movie with 18kids. super noisy movie..
ok.. gotta do my presentation slides now.
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